It is hard to say how I feel about things right now! I'm exhausted, overwhelmed, and very tired. This past week I had a week of vacation and spent much of it working on my literature review. While I'm still not done, I feel that I made big progress. Before I began it seemed like a daunting task of finding all of the necessary research and then organizing and reviewing it. I began by looking up the key term "after school program" and that gave me some wonderful information. From there, I created my outline. It seems that the more research I found the more detailed my outline got. But I guess the more information the better, right?
As far as Bill's class is concerned, I'm not sure what to think. I know an amazing project and learning experience will result from it, however right now, it just seems as if it is a daunting task. I'm in the middle of reading Gardner's book "Intelligence Reframed" and it is actually pretty challenging. The psych and ed psych classes I took as an undergrad just brushed upon his theories. I never knew that they were so in depth. It is pretty challenging to read his work as some of it is way over my head, but all in all, I understand the gist of his work.
In the end, I can't believe that we are just about 3 months into the program. Time has gone by so quickly and I have learned a tremendous amount. I'm trying to keep everything straight about what I have learned and I am trying to apply my new strategies to my workplace. I guess I'm not sure how, I don't want to be the black sheep especially since I am new.
Friday, October 12, 2007
Sunday, September 30, 2007
Sick of Technology part 2
I forgot to hone in on my title. Usually, I'm one to sit at my computer 'til bedtime and have fun. But now, I've been at my computer so much, that I'm actually trying to avoid it during relaxation time!
Sick of Technology
I find that my life has been super crazy these past few weeks. This past week we had parent conferences, and it can be challenging at times to accommodate everybody's needs. It was nice though to finally sit with the parents one on one and really get to know them. This week was also another major battle with the D.O tech people. The tech guys think that they have power over all of the tech stuff, yet they are not the ones actually implementing it in the schools. The DUKANE system is a school television networking system that can do many things from school broadcasting to playing videos in multiple rooms at the same time. We can have a maximum of five cable channels playing on the system at once. The tech guys seem to think that they can tell us what channels to use. They are constantly questioning why we have Spanish channels on it. They should be learning channels. Well my principal says that we can choose whatever we want and she wants us to screen things before we show them. Well the argument is going back and forth and the tech guys decided to lock up the cabinet, so now I don't have access to doing any of the programming. Uggh...just what I need right now! Petty stuff!
Saturday, September 22, 2007
An incident in the classroom
Okay, well I have to say Thursday was by far one of the most interesting days of my teaching career. It was really the first time I had to reprimand my class for doing something wrong, but it was actually an ingenious idea. One of the positive reinforcement incentives I use is called Dabbeekeh Dollars. Dabbeekeh Dollars are play money that the kids earn for citizenship, participation, and good character. Well I guess there has been a "black market" going around, something that I was unaware of. the students were trading their personal items for Dabbeekeh Dollars. I think the reason that I never caught the initial leader is because I had been out for a few days this past week. Between being sick, having meetings and 504s, I was out a lot. Well anyways, on with my story. The way I figured out the problem was when one child came up to me and said...May I have change and have 25 ones. That was the break in the case. I then stopped my Math lesson, figured out what happened and began a class disucssion on why what they did was wrong. The consequence for this was they had to lose all of the money in their bank and not participate in auction for one week.
While I none of my other classes had ever thought of this, I thought it was a clever plan. I guess if I have to teach "Black Market" and enterprise, this would be the way to go.
While I none of my other classes had ever thought of this, I thought it was a clever plan. I guess if I have to teach "Black Market" and enterprise, this would be the way to go.
Monday, September 17, 2007
I'm going CrAzY!!!
As I approached my doorsteps today, I realized that I had a package. Yes, more books to look at! Well I opened the package up and was very curious as to how my books arrived so quickly. I ordered them just 2 days ago. Well low and behold, these are books from a previous order ( a couple of weeks ago) that were on back order. I guess I did not realize that I had initially ordered them. Well after reviewing my orders on Amazon, I now have 2 sets! I think I need to take a step back and calm down. Take life a little slower. I think I'm getting everything confused!
Friday, September 14, 2007
Extra Duty Extra Pay
Well, I think my principal knows how busy and hectic my life is right now. I went into her office to discuss with her much of the learning theory that we are talking about in our classes. She is current with he research and she is planning on presenting some to our staff in a few weeks. At this time, she also told me that the amount of work I am devoting to our technology is too much to go without acknowledgement. At that time she told me the type of work I was doing is something that should be paid for. Currently she is looking into getting me Extra Duty, Extra Pay (basically overtime) for the work I am doing on our school's Dukane system.
The Dukane system is a school wide broadcasting system, video on demand, and video programming system. I was trained primarily in the video programming (for an hour), but need more training in the other areas. We have been experiencing many problems in the other areas. I have been in constant contact with our district tech staff to help fix the problem. It has taken much time out of my day as well as my teaching day. I'm glad she acknowledged this! It is worth it. It will help me to get buy-in on other things.
The Dukane system is a school wide broadcasting system, video on demand, and video programming system. I was trained primarily in the video programming (for an hour), but need more training in the other areas. We have been experiencing many problems in the other areas. I have been in constant contact with our district tech staff to help fix the problem. It has taken much time out of my day as well as my teaching day. I'm glad she acknowledged this! It is worth it. It will help me to get buy-in on other things.
Saturday, September 8, 2007
Youngest and the Leader
I had an awful work experience yesterday. It deals with something that is more common in today's workplace. I am currently one of the youngest teachers on my campus, and am serving as the grade level chair for fourth grade. It is my job to be the liason between the administration and my grade level. I am also in charge of leading meetings and other various tasks for my grade level.
The first Friday of every month, we have a minimum day so that the grade level can plan together. My grade level consists of two teachers in their fifties, a teacher in his thirties and another young teacher that is about my age. Two of the teachers are new to our grade level so they are still getting acqainted with the procedures.
Yesterday was our first planning day. On our agenda, I had planned on discussing the curriculum, where will we be by October break, homework for the next few weeks, and discussing a great art project for our next story. Little did I know, everyone else had another agenda.
One of the main topics that I have been hesitant to discuss was field trips. Our team is very divided and we had a heated discussion last year, and did not want to waste a whole planning day going in circles like the first time we discussed it. On my own time, I had been looking into something that would be in the best interest of the children, as well as, work out for other teachers. Before I go into that discussion, I would like to tell you why field trips are a big deal for our group.
First of all, we have two older teachers who don't want to deal with all of the makings of an involved, fun, yet educational trip. They would rather take the easy way out. These two teachers do not want the responsibility of giving kids more freedom. They want them to be in a controlled environment. Also, one of the teachers has high anxiety about the freeways and buses and does not want to travel long distances for field trips.
So taking all of this into consideration, and our funds, I really took extra time to accommodate everybody's needs, including taking the Metrolink instead of a bus. One of the reasons I worked so hard to find a great field trip, is because the memories that I had of field trips from when I was a student in school were exciting and memorable. These field trips were the interactive ones. I can honestly tell you that I really don't remember a whole lot about the museum ones. Thus, I wanted something that my kids would truly remember and applied to the curriculum in the school.
One option that the kids would love is going to California Adventure (Disney) This would be a great field trip because the it ties directly to the standards and California history. Unfortunately it was too expensive for our budget. I had been looking into Knott's Berry Farm because they had a CA exhibit where the kids would explore the Wild West and learn about Gold Country and even pan for gold. I was looking into taking the train down and doing this, because it was more cost effective than California Adventure.
Okay, back to school and our meeting. Early yesterday morning---before the first bell rang---I went to my mailbox and carried a huge stack of papers that were being sent home. Within that stack was a field trip flyer. One of my fourth grade teammates stopped me, and dug through my pile to emphasize that we should go see this play at the local playhouse. I found it quite rude, especially when she dug through my stuff and knew that field trips were a sensative issue. I let it go and the school day went smoothly until planning time.
Like I had said, I purposefully did not put field trips on the agenda because we did not need to have another argument at this point in time. Low and behold the two "older teachers" bring this paper to the meeting and and make it a point to address that this would be a great field trip to go on. I said yes, but we should not rush into any decsions yet, there are some cool ideas that I have been looking into. One of the other teachers said well yeah...seeing the play is easy the kids are controlled and we would not ahve to worry about it. I then proceeded to say that this fourth grade class went on the "same" field trip in second grade and could benefit from a different experience. The two older ones kept on joking around and would not let me speak. They could not get off of the subject. One of them said yes okay so we are doing it, not really giving anybody else a chance to speak. Numerous times, I tried to redirect it, but the "older ones" kept making jokes and thinking it was funny, at one time they said, "we are going to drive Jessica to quit." I then tried to say that another teacher and I were discussing what else could be done. They got riled up and continued to throw in jokes. Once I was able to say that we could have a field trip at school they felt releived.
Once I tried to say that we need to think about the kids, and not what is just conveinient for us. I then told them about the times that I went away on "week long" field trips when I was in elementary school. Their response was we don't do that here. And then I proceeded to tell them, that actually things might be chaning and administration has given a possible option for overnight field trips to the state capital and/or DC. I caught them off guard.
Finally after all of this the thirty year old said, we'll just do this for this year and really work hard on planning the other field trips for the future.
What does all of this say? That people may feel threatened about someone much younger than them---especially when one was my BTSA support provider. I am looking forward to learning more about leading a team, especially making someone that is younger than you, be more respected as a leader.
The first Friday of every month, we have a minimum day so that the grade level can plan together. My grade level consists of two teachers in their fifties, a teacher in his thirties and another young teacher that is about my age. Two of the teachers are new to our grade level so they are still getting acqainted with the procedures.
Yesterday was our first planning day. On our agenda, I had planned on discussing the curriculum, where will we be by October break, homework for the next few weeks, and discussing a great art project for our next story. Little did I know, everyone else had another agenda.
One of the main topics that I have been hesitant to discuss was field trips. Our team is very divided and we had a heated discussion last year, and did not want to waste a whole planning day going in circles like the first time we discussed it. On my own time, I had been looking into something that would be in the best interest of the children, as well as, work out for other teachers. Before I go into that discussion, I would like to tell you why field trips are a big deal for our group.
First of all, we have two older teachers who don't want to deal with all of the makings of an involved, fun, yet educational trip. They would rather take the easy way out. These two teachers do not want the responsibility of giving kids more freedom. They want them to be in a controlled environment. Also, one of the teachers has high anxiety about the freeways and buses and does not want to travel long distances for field trips.
So taking all of this into consideration, and our funds, I really took extra time to accommodate everybody's needs, including taking the Metrolink instead of a bus. One of the reasons I worked so hard to find a great field trip, is because the memories that I had of field trips from when I was a student in school were exciting and memorable. These field trips were the interactive ones. I can honestly tell you that I really don't remember a whole lot about the museum ones. Thus, I wanted something that my kids would truly remember and applied to the curriculum in the school.
One option that the kids would love is going to California Adventure (Disney) This would be a great field trip because the it ties directly to the standards and California history. Unfortunately it was too expensive for our budget. I had been looking into Knott's Berry Farm because they had a CA exhibit where the kids would explore the Wild West and learn about Gold Country and even pan for gold. I was looking into taking the train down and doing this, because it was more cost effective than California Adventure.
Okay, back to school and our meeting. Early yesterday morning---before the first bell rang---I went to my mailbox and carried a huge stack of papers that were being sent home. Within that stack was a field trip flyer. One of my fourth grade teammates stopped me, and dug through my pile to emphasize that we should go see this play at the local playhouse. I found it quite rude, especially when she dug through my stuff and knew that field trips were a sensative issue. I let it go and the school day went smoothly until planning time.
Like I had said, I purposefully did not put field trips on the agenda because we did not need to have another argument at this point in time. Low and behold the two "older teachers" bring this paper to the meeting and and make it a point to address that this would be a great field trip to go on. I said yes, but we should not rush into any decsions yet, there are some cool ideas that I have been looking into. One of the other teachers said well yeah...seeing the play is easy the kids are controlled and we would not ahve to worry about it. I then proceeded to say that this fourth grade class went on the "same" field trip in second grade and could benefit from a different experience. The two older ones kept on joking around and would not let me speak. They could not get off of the subject. One of them said yes okay so we are doing it, not really giving anybody else a chance to speak. Numerous times, I tried to redirect it, but the "older ones" kept making jokes and thinking it was funny, at one time they said, "we are going to drive Jessica to quit." I then tried to say that another teacher and I were discussing what else could be done. They got riled up and continued to throw in jokes. Once I was able to say that we could have a field trip at school they felt releived.
Once I tried to say that we need to think about the kids, and not what is just conveinient for us. I then told them about the times that I went away on "week long" field trips when I was in elementary school. Their response was we don't do that here. And then I proceeded to tell them, that actually things might be chaning and administration has given a possible option for overnight field trips to the state capital and/or DC. I caught them off guard.
Finally after all of this the thirty year old said, we'll just do this for this year and really work hard on planning the other field trips for the future.
What does all of this say? That people may feel threatened about someone much younger than them---especially when one was my BTSA support provider. I am looking forward to learning more about leading a team, especially making someone that is younger than you, be more respected as a leader.
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